I believe that whatever happens, whoever comes in our life, there must be a reason behind... I am Rishab karmakar writing this note about my life.
You know friends; i started writing few years back when i was in class 8 or so. But during that time it was just wasting of paper in diaries, waste of time also, because i was just trying to copy my friends. Now i write because I am alone... My thoughts are mounting in my head... Just want to share my feelings with someone... So the following notes are about a girl who changed the complexion of my life drastically...
20th April, 2010
Just like other days i went to school... It was Tuesday. During recess i was roaming in balcony, when suddenly a friend of mine called me and told me about a girl who likes me. I was overjoyed after hearing that because i needed a girlfriend. Her name was Ipsitaa Halder. But after hearing her name i was stunned because she was the girl, my friend Shubra use to love. When recess time finished I first ran to Madhumanti and told her about Ipsitaa. Then i went to Subhra. I took the toughest decision within 10-15 minutes. Subhra asked me for help, and i agreed that I’m going to help him. The decision i took was wrong. Subhra use to love Ipsitaa. But Ipsitaa use to hate him. Subhra just asked me to be close to her just to know why she hates him. During those last periods in school I was certain that I am going to help Subhra, as i should, i was more certain because i knew i am going to play with Ipsitaa, but my ill-intention did not last long. There i made the biggest blunder of my life. After we came out of school, I along with my friends was smoking when i saw her, i looked at her very carefully, and i still don’t know what magic she did. I thought about her that entire evening. Something was special about her. With each passing hour i felt i am distracting from my promise to Subhra, in other words she was attracting me. When evening passed away and the night fell, suddenly my phone rang. Subhead wrote a message and gave me her number.
The first message i taxed her was “hi”.
She replied “hi. Who is this??”
I told her “Rishab “
She replied “oh “...
This is how it all started. Within few hours i came so close to her that i proposed her. She did not take much time to accept my proposal. That night i betrayed my friend Subhra because i knew i fell in love with that girl. Yeah!!! I started loving her truly. That night when i slept I was so damn happy. I can never forget that beautiful night because that was for the last time i slept in peace...
21st April , 2010
The next morning when i woke up, it was round about 8.30 am and I remember the first thing I did was that I wished her “good morning”. I was excited as i knew that i would talk with her in school today. When i reached school, i found her roaming in our school playground. I went there and approached her to talk with me. I found her so beautiful that i could not take my eyes off. Her dark eyes are so addictive. She didn’t talk too much but i was happy because her eyes did the talking. Her eyes were constantly moving. I am still unaware why her eyes were so beautiful. This is how my love story started. And then after my love grew more for her and still it is searching for a height.