I know I'm knew in writing stories n there might be many mistakes in the following story but please forgive me for that.
There's only one thought that always occurs in my mind that is do my parents love me. I never tell them anything because they are elder to me n I don't have the right to speak to them rudely n I also think that they might get disappointed or if I by chance, ever tell something wrong.
Like that also my mother gets disappointed for small small things like its the story of just few days back,
My mother told me that let me watch the TV or something like that (I can't remember, actually) so I told her that please let me eat n watch the TV n I also told that if u so many problems then u go back to your room n eat your food. She got disappointed for such a small thing n she told that fine don't talk with I'm, you've behaved with me very badly. What? I was like what did I say. She is like very very sensitive type of a person.
Yesterday, I was like so sad that I wrote a letter to God that God please help, please save from this world. N you know what told God i n that letter.
I told him about all my difficulties n problems in life n told him please reply me but I never thought how would he reply .
Now I believe I need to be desperate for a pretty good life for long years.
I'm really disgusted n frustrated with this school life. So many exams, study for such long hours n all these really irritate me.
I know I should not tell something bad about my parents but what can I do I have to, that always force me to study (although for my own good). Then my father takes out all his anger on me or my mother n then mummy gets angry n she takes out her anger on me n at last I am the one who has to hear so much from her parents.
My friends are always so happy n care because they are not cared about what marks they'll get because they have enough money to go to another class if they fail.
N I can only tell my feelings to one person that is my secret diary.
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