Do you know how many times she prays?
How many times she wants to forget?
How many times she tries cheering
herself up?
How many times she smiles and laughs all
The pains away?
How many times she tries to delete her
Memories of you?
How many times she just wants to hate
You forever instead?
You don't know right?
You'll never know.
You don't wanna know actually.
You never want to.
And that makes her cry herself to sleep.
That shatters her heart over and over.
Coz it felt like she's just a phase that was
Done, Forgotten, and you've gotten
over with.
And all of these, you won't ever know.