If writing would make it easier for me to explain how sorry I'am for the things I did and said to you a couple of years ago. Things would be shaping it up. Things wouldn't be this complicated and it would be different. But things happened. Things mattered, that we needed a far and long break.
I lowkey fell inlove with you but then its too late cause you found someone new. A new place, which makes it your new home.
You are the loveliest and prettiest girl I've seen. And my mind wouldn't change that. But you are also the most humble person I've met.
There's this time where I wanted you to go. And this time has come. I don't want you to leave that fast. But you have to, in order to follow your dreams. What you always wanted to and to work outside. Cause I know you want to get away from this place. Away from the memories that seems to be familiar to you. From memories you want to forget who people thought you were.
I don't want you to go. I'm not ready yet.
But I needed to be strong when you're away.
And stopping you makes me the bad person. It would be selfish for me to let you leave behind. I used to be that person way back. I used to have control and I used to have a way of things. And I didn't know how it affected you.
But you have to go. You have to break free.
Away from this toxic place, away from toxic people.
But one thing's for sure. I'm so happy and proud of you. You would be able to get to a new place. And you even get to know your roots and be able to find yourself again. To start new. I hope that you put your heart in everything that you do.
I wanted you to know that you were able to helped me in ways you didn't know. So thank you.
I want you to be safe. To take care of yourself. To keep moving forward and don't give up.
I know you can do this, and I believe in you. Don't you ever forget that.
Thanks for everything. For the memories. I will cherish them all.
Thank you for being a part of my life.
So I'm not stopping you. Not now, not ever.
Have a safe trip.
I wish you all the best. God bless. Till we meet again.