Dream vs Reality

I wondered why every dream I have of him is so vivid - that it felt so real.
His touch caress my souL,
his voice tickles my heart - everything is just so real that I dont want to get out of it anymoooore!

But reality always hits me so hard!
so hard, that I know, that no matter how much will I offer, that no matter how much love will I give to this person, it's still not enough, it's still cannot be
and I , I wilL never,
Never! get the chance of feeLing how it feels to be loved by the one I love the most!

This is the saddest reality I have to face in my everyday life. It's exhausting, yes it's tiresome, it's boring and it is uncertain, but what can I do? This is what keeps me alive and breathing. This is what keeps me as a human. This is what keeps me believing that Love is truly beautiful.