What am I living for

I am living for all your beautiful smiles,
Even though they are not for me.

I am living for your warmth and kindness,
Even though they are not shared with me.

I am living for all your little actions,
Even though they are not directed to me.

I am living for the feeling of loving you,
Even if, you never really loved me back.

I am living to see you happy,
Even if it means seeing you from afar.

Thirteen years, and I am still living for that day I'll be able to tell you how I really felt for you.

Thank you, for staying within my sight,
Even though, I cannot hold you.