What are my dreams telling me about?
This have gone weird. That most of my dreams was about you.
Some dreams were vivid that I almost cried when I woke up. Some was just a pit of my imagination. And some were almost true.
The time I wanted how it feels to be love.
How I hold your hand. How our hands intertwined. And never letting go. How we smiled at one another. How I wished it was true in reality. But it isn't.
The time that I missed you.
In my dream I was hugging you tightly and never letting you go. It's like telling me that you won't be with me forever. And when I woke up I almost cried.
The time that I don't want to talk to you.
You found a way to catch my attention. You even woah me with your body.
The time I was falling in love with you again. I asked if we can be still together. Like the movie I watched. The guy asked for a chance that they will be lovers. Like my dream I asked for second chance. And you said no. Like you told me everytime I asked to be with you. Both reality and dream are painful.
Dream... When will you find closer?
And realize that everthing won't be the same. That we can't fix what is already broken. So please whatever you're planning... It has to stop. Please don't play with my feelings.