The title is one word for 'someone who hides behind a smile', and quite rightly I maybe that. I love to smile, love to see others smile and I would do anything absolutely everything for someone I truly care about. Sometimes, just sometimes, it becomes a little too difficult to smile.
Dear Future Someone,
I can be your punching bag
I can be the person you lash out on
I can be all of those things that you want to do to put out your anger
And I have said I don't expect anything in return,
I now realize I lied
I expect something, that you don't stop interacting with me
Cause a day of silence from you is deafening
A moment of ignorance from you is like a thousand thunderbolts striking me
I am so used to the warmth between us, that I cannot take it when it turns cold
I feel like I am trying too much to hold onto you, while actually pushing you away
Your eyes, your smile, everything about you is so amazing, so fulfilling
Makes my day when you say you Love me, even just as a friend
It gives me the reason to live another day hoping to see you, to hear you again
You are like the morning drops of dew on the leaves,
An essence of freshness, even though you might feel otherwise sometimes
You can make so many people smile and that is what I love about you
I wish someday you meet someone who can actually make YOU smile,
And make sure that the smile never leaves your lips...
While whispering in your ears that that is the sexiest curve on your body
You deserve someone who makes that morning cup of coffee and breakfast in bed;
And covers you in bubble wrap, takes care of you while cuddling you
Runs her fingers tenderly through you hair, gives you a back rub when you pain
Smells in your every essence and bares her heart revealing no one but you reside
Takes you hand and places the key to her happiness there
Hold up your chin and comments that you look wonderful tonight
You deserve everything and not any dime less.
-Lines written by a dbag mustachio :)