Egypt: A Curse.

Egypt is a fucked up excuse of a country. The Egyptians, including me, are fucked up excuses for human beings. They allow themselves to be judge people, to get offended by what a girl wears, to think so high of themselves and how everyone else is wrong. No one should feel what I felt today, no one should ever get so scared.

Me and my boyfriend, we sneak a few hugs and kisses every while, people who love each other kiss each other and I don't want any comment of the type that this is wrong and he's using you and he's gonna dump you soon and so on, we haven't met each other yesterday. The thing is, we were in my car, I hadn't seen him in a long while, so we parked in a dark street and started making out, just kissing, for a few minutes until I saw a light flashing in front of me, a motorcycle with red and blue sidelights. We both froze for a second and he told me to run. I did run, they tried to stop me but I got away. I got scared, what if they chase after us? What if they got the car numbers? What if they added something to my dad's car license? What if what if what if somehow my parents knew?

I don't wanna hurt anyone, I don't wanna hurt my parents. I didn't wanna get hurt myself or my boyfriend in any way. I didn't even want to hurt anyone on the street, it isn't like we were kissing in the middle of a main city square, we chose a small dark street so no one would see us. How does it hurt someone to see two people sneaking kisses?

Sounds stupid compared to the bombings, people dying in cars and trains, poverty, pollution, and all that. Now combine it to all the previous, which of course I feel and see daily, and it becomes living hell.