when u feel something pulling u from inside so strong dat u cnt breathe...............
when u cnt come to make up ur mind to sleep cuz u know u r gonna dream him....
when u try not to speak his name loud cuz it shatters ur very existence...
when u stay awake late at night trying not to think of him...
when u spend ur daylight hours doing things u dnt give a damn jst to keep his thoughts away...
when u breathe bt still u dont..
when u eat bt it no longer matters what..
when u feel his voice echoing through sumone else's words...
when all strings have broken inside...
when something hollow stirs in u so hard dat it eats every fragment of urs away...
when u r alive bt still r not....