emptiness...

when u feel something pulling u from inside so strong dat u cnt breathe...............

when u cnt come to make up ur mind to sleep cuz u know u r gonna dream him....

when u try not to speak his name loud cuz it shatters ur very existence...

when u stay awake late at night trying not to think of him...

when u spend ur daylight hours doing things u dnt give a damn jst to keep his thoughts away...

when u breathe bt still u dont..

when u eat bt it no longer matters what..

when u feel his voice echoing through sumone else's words...

when all strings have broken inside...

when something hollow stirs in u so hard dat it eats every fragment of urs away... 

when u r alive bt still r not....