The sound of the ocean,
resonated within me ;
as i stood at the brink of the ocean,
awaiting my new destiny..........
still lingering somewhere between,
a child and an adult;
i saw the people dive in n out,
of the surging ocean.......
driven by lust,
i stepped in one too;
taste of heaven,
it felt soon..........
but out of oblivion,
came a tide;
clenching and choking,
in its wrath....
the harder i fought,
the weaker i felt;
still somehow,
made it to the shore......
here i stood,
at the threshold;
waiting for the sun,
shiny yellow strokes....
but out of nowhere,
autumn empowered;
drenching me in its,
thorny dryness.....
still i stood steadfast,
while the thorns grew out;
awaiting the magical,
healing spring..........
but now the dear fate,
bestowed me with deadly summer;
leaving me bereft,
of the leftover power.........
and now i don't await,
the seasons anymore;
cuz they only aim at shattering apart,
even more than before.....
now i only await,
that deadly blackout;
the final riddance,
from all miseries of all sorts ;
to the new life,
which may or may not be better ;
but where i don't carry,
the shackles, the worries, the leftovers..........