Hey ,
I would write thousands of words so easily , but when i intend to choose one single title to my paragraphs, i would feel so empty as a skull.
If you ask me why, i would probably drown into deep silence and stare at you with eyes half open half shut, and may be i will tell you this "This has something to do with my whole life" . If you hear that , just accept it and do not try to ask for more explanations , because sometimes, if you ask some questions , you will not like the answer , and i am sure , this rule applies perfectly on this case . However , if you asked me to give you some more explanations , i would say :
I am one of those astonishing shells , that you can find on the beach , you would love to open them , you would pray Allah that they will contain some diamonds , you would wish you will hear the singing voices of some beautiful mermaids, you would like if they are at least that attracting on the inside as on the outside , but guess what , dear ? You will find nothing but emptiness in its highest manifestations. You will hear nothing but the voice of sorrow taking you into its big arms . You will throw the shell back , to where it belongs , waiting for some curious human being that has the same intentions like you had, and who will be disappointed exactly as you were.
Well , it's enough for an answer.
We will keep in touch i guess :)