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Hey, Congrats! You passed the exam! This is only the beginning you will also do well in the future!

Its a good thing but I hope I passed with you.. maybe the time is not yet right.. maybe next time.

I didn't made it. So I cried. Yeah. I tried not to but it fell unconciously. It hurts. It really hurts.

I got messages from my friends saying "Its fine" "Don't be sad" "You will do well next time" "Maybe timing isn't right" So I replied, "I'm ok. Don't worry. Anyway, congrats!" But I can't help but feel like the world is turning its back on me. I think I don't deserve anything.

My friends all told me if I want them to bring me some chocolate or ice cream to make me feel better. But with them just saying that is enough :)
One thing I'm sad about is.. he didn't bother asking if I'm fine. I get it. I know. He must be so happy. But how is that my friends can spare so much time to chat me so I can be distracted some of them are still in their work but they manage but you.. whatever.

I don't care. It was the sign I was waiting. Yep. Waiting. I am still waiting. I am a fool of waiting for you.

It's over now. Over. It's been a year already so everything has to stop. I just hope your friends and my friends will stop saying that you are waiting for me. I was happy. That you are still there. But I guess that was what your friends think only.

I guess this is your answer. End. The end. No more dramas. No more waiting. No more you.

I will let go all of my burdens and worry that I might hurt you everytime I do things but i guess its not like that. Not anymore.

This is it then

Bye