Have you ever read "The Twilight Saga" or seen the movie? How deeply bella was in love with Edward! How broken she was when he left her! And how her affection shifted towards Jacob? How she loved Jacob?
No, I'm not here to give a review or something like that! I'm just trying to set proper idea to you about my story. My story sort of resembles to Bella. No, I never fell in love with any vampire. My Prateek was a human. Yes, his name is Prateek. My charming eyed prince. When I met him my life was already in a mess. My problems made me sober.
2 years ago when i was on my teenage- the most vulnerable age to commit mistakes, I met him and again started to be happy forgetting my coeval problems.
I found my Prince charming in My guitar teacher - the handsome,charming, attractive hunk Prateek. And i did my first mistake. I fell in love.
his black eyes enchanted me at first sight. Days passed! The more i got to know him the more my feelings increased and one day i fell in love. I was madly in love with him. But my love for him was always expectation less. I never expected that he would ever propose me. But he did. Hah! Life is filled with so much unexpected twists! neither i have ever expectedI never expected that he would cheat me, use me and leave me one day. But all these happened with me.
I was failed in love. I fell in love with the wrong person. I hope you are aware of bella's pain when Edward left her. I was also going with the same pain. Maybe more than her. Because she felt the pain of being left alone. Including this i was also suffering from being cheated and being played. I was drained, shattered. At a point of time i started thinking that I could never get over it. But Time heals everything! so surprisingly I was recovering with an emptiness stuffed inside my heart. Once that emptiness felt like a rust in my soul which was destroying me. But after some day it centered only around my heart! There were bunch of affections petrified in ther heart. The emptiness turned out to be a ticklish pain. I stopped expecting that it will ever heal. I was living with the zero hope of being truly Happy once again.
But life is too unexpected! My direction less affections found another direction. My affections shifted towards Rohan. The college guy who claimed to love me. So i thought to give him a chance. I thought to try loving once more. With him i was happy once again.
To me he was something that Jacob was for Bella. He was my best friend. I was again merry.
while comparing myself with the fictional character, i forgot that i was living a REAL life. So, my dreamy world had to come to an end.
One day he broke off with me accusing for cheating over him. He left.
I was numb! I was determined to fix it again. I rushed to our common friends for help. They denied. All they could help me by providing me the information that Rohan left me after hearing from some friends that i was having an affair behind him.
I was upset not because of Rohan left me. I was upset because Rohan didn't trust me.
Then i thought to make myself clear. As he cut all the connections with me so I thought to contact his best friend. If he could help me.
I went to met his best friend and then faced the nasty truth!
He was bored. So, all those drama just to get past of me!
Loving someone could ever hurt you this way I never expected. Here i kept comparing myself with Bella, there i was being cheated on.
I'm nowhere like Bella. My story is not like ISABELLA SWAN! My Prateek is never going to come back like Bella's Edward did. My rohan is never going to be with me like Jacob did. Bella was luckier than me. Her love never failed like mine did. After all Bella was mythical!