Farewell My Love

Tonight might be the last time you'll ever send me home. Or even the last that I'll be able to see you. Tonight is the night I have decided to stop liking you. Sounds stupid. Stops liking the very person that gives meaning and color to my life. But then I realize that the more I spend time with you, the more I fall into you. And unconsciously I'm hoping you'll return the affection I feel. So while I'm still sane enough to control myself, I'm going to stop this for good. I'm going to stop thinking about the memories I have of you. The times we are together, we talked (in group), we laugh, we eat, we took pictures, and we travel together with you driving in your car. Those moments made me extremely happy. And cherishing them will only trap me in time. So I'm letting go before I finally sink deeper and deeper towards you. I have to save myself from drowning in your affection. I need to let myself be happy with myself. Who knows what the future holds. Who knows.