Feelings! What are they? is it just a word or something else. My dear friend , it is not only a word but it is a word full of thousands of emotions. The best and the most beautiful things in the world can't be seen or even touched . They must be felt with the heart. And , they are feelings . Love can be magic but sometimes magic is just an illusion , my dear . Creating art or something beautiful makes you a more full filled and lively person than they can ever be because they are caught up in what they hate rather than what they love . Love? It is like a rainbow you'll never find the end to. It is something strange but the best kind of feeling ever.
I felt for a guy in my 9th standard and I got so close to him . Sometimes , some things always came in my mind that why always i am the one who has to suffer , who has to love , to care , who has to be concerned always. Why is it never you?
I confess my feelings to him but what it lead to what something I can't even imagine of. Our friendship got broken due to it .
Why don't you get my feelings like I do? Why don't you understand me ? I am overly attached to him that his little ignorance made me crazy . After this incident , I got broken from inside and I used to get so sad in almost each and everything . But , I never let people know about all this stuff. So I started pretending to make all of them look like I am absolutely alright by passing a broad smile to them each and every time.
Who fixes broken people? Is it only other broken people, ones who've already been ruined? And do we need to be fixed? It was the messiness and hurt in our pasts that drove us, and that same hurt connected us at a subdermal level, the kind of scars written so deeply in your cells that you can't even see them anymore, only recognize them in someone else.
If you have been brutally broken , but still have the courage to be gentle to others then you deserve to a love deeper than the ocean itself.
But hey , after sometime , my best friend Jai gave me the best advice of my life that whatever is going on , just keep going on with the flow and never ever feel so much of negativity in your mind . I even tried to end my life but then I remember that my mom kept me inside her stomach for the 9 months and was it just for ending my life for such a foolish and mean reason? No , it was not .
And then ,
She made broken look beautiful
and strong look invincible.
She walked with the Universe
on her shoulders and made it
look like a pair of wings.
My friend , its a LIFE and if we will never experience such bad moments in our life then how would we able to enjoy those good moments of our life? One thing to tell you-
'' Stay smiling and life will get tired of upsetting you .'' :')