~Mohd Ghufran
I lay on bed thinking about the old times picking and collecting memories from the bag of past ,smiling at my stupidity,even though smiling while sitting alone is also stupidity to some but this happens when one falls in love how ever I got a catch of it much later.
Sometimes back how I used to be,a happy go lucky nature guy,how carefree I was,who used to make fun of couples in love.A grown up boy absolutely with no worries,at that time hanging out with bunch of friends means world to me,but soon my world will change this question was million of miles far from me,actually it was not,rather then my thought.
Past year have changed so much of me and today,i am able to feel it,thinking about you brings a curve to my lips making me smile.
Depth of your gaze and books in your hand, surma in your eyes,that are bleaming in joy with those pairs of sweet lips who always wears the sweetest smile of this world.one could always find you having fun with friends, and me being one of them.
For the first time i found silly things that couple do in love meaningful,one's commitment for each other,madness for each other,and that awkward looking silence but that is purely comfortable together with them,and they who may looks like idiots to some seems like they can spend the whole of their lives just sitting beside each other and not uttering a single word,and they call it love. Obviously it is.
I so wishes to go through all this not with anyone but with you only.When you can see the whole world in her that is all yours,of you and her,happily and willingly you want to fall in it and be the prisoner.YES I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE, and i could feel it.
This is not first time but happens on rare occasions, my lips stretched a bit to make me smile and tears coming down together.
I want to shout out loud and let the world know about it, let them laugh at me.Laughing at lovers is what idiots do.
For now I want to see I was the only one or there are more like me!