I often wonder,
If it was my chaos
Or undying passion
That drove you away...
I knew nothing about this feeling
Until you came along
Didn't sweep me off my feet,
Rather tricked my heart to fall...
Into the deep ocean of your lies.
Believing you were my anchor,
I let myself drown.
For a moment,
I let go of my inhibitions
Let my insecurities fade
And the walls break
Felt beautiful for the last time ever...
Till you vanquished my spirit in every way.
I remember the promises;
Under the starry nights
As we held each other,
The night breeze caressing our souls
And we lay feeling whole together.
I lived in a fool's paradise;
Should have known..
It was all a facade.
Woke up from the trance finally,
To find no trace
Of you, your scent or your embrace...
My heart perceived it as a lie
But my mind knew better.
The walls I had once broken for you
Are now built higher...
You ebbed my pain away
Strung along with my fantasy
Albeit fleetingly...
Now I lie on the floor,
Bare and bleeding all over
From the depths of my soul.