My, my.. It's been a very long time, noh?
How are you?
I hope you're living your life to the fullest right now... without me.
If you're reading this right now..
I tried finding you just to say sorry..
I even tried flying there, in Nepal..
But you know I'm just a human right?
Yah.. I'm just a human and I make huge mistakes..
It's not my intention to bring back those memories that (maybe) hurted you so much.
It's not my intention to come back..
But I have to and I must..
I felt guilty though..
For leaving you..
For ignoring you...
For forgetting...
For not appreciating..
I am so sorry..
Sorry for the time you've given..
For the care..
For the love..
I just wasted it..
I'm not worth it..
I'm sorry..
:(
I won't mention any name here. But I will make you remember in case you forgot..
Do you remember a girl telling a story about how she hated her life so much..
A girl who told you that she almost commited suicide a hundred times...
Do you still remember your response?
I hope you do so..
For that response made a change on that girl's life..
I wanted you to know that the girl didn't hurt herself anymore..
But
I also wanted you to know that the girl loved someone new..
And accidently got hurt..
But you know what?
You made her strong.. I'm so proud of you..
<3
Every time she wants to slap herself..
Everytime she wants to cut..
All she could think about is you..
Because she made a promise that she'll never hurt herself again..
For you..
Because of you... She's now a strong women.
And loved by others who had quality taste and genuine hearts..
She learned how to love herself, Kushal..
Because of you...
Thank you..
But then again.. Sorry..
You made me feel like a bird who can now fly happily from a big storm..
Or wait..
You made me feel like a bird who can now fly happily through a big storm..
You made me this strong..
Funny how words can change someone's life noh?
And you have changed someone's life using your words...
...Kushal...
I'll never forget you, dear.. ❤
Stay strong man.. :)
Live your life to the FULLEST!
And..
Kushal..
Foget about me..
Please..
After all I'm not worth remembering for..
Sincerely,
Sincere...