Friends can be just friends, just friends can be best friends, best friends can be just best friends until the end, but can friends be lovers?
We have been friends for years, three years maybe, I saw how good and bad you are. How can you make a person and people laugh, how you gives advice and how you can be yourself. Everyone see how you are such a boyfriend material, I even saw it to you. But you shouldn't have fell for me. In the first year, I don't have the intention to be your girlfriend nor you be my boyfriend. I can't see how friends can be lovers. We are so close which may it be the reason why you ended up liking me and told me that I am just a simple girl and told me how you liked me before. I thought your feelings won't continue because you had a girlfriend and you had liked so many girls before.
If you didn't fell for me I won't feel this awkwardness towards you. I can still look at you straight in the eyes. I don't know if I hurt you, I just don't want to be the person who will hurt you deeper. I always hold on to a saying that friendship can lasts longer than any relationship. How I treat you and our friends as a family, that's why I keep holding on to it tighter. We are family. If you didn't told me, I can still shout at you. If you didn't told me, we can still be close like before. We should just continue our friendship than being in a shit. You told me you can wait, but can I? I still can't be in love with someone else and I can't be in love with one of my friends.