Is my face disfigured?
Is my body configured,
in a way that makes a trigger?
For people to either hate me or love me?
My body says yes but my face says no.
They interpret the language,
unspoken,
and see it as the words that come out of my mouth.
But do not judge me by the vocals,
and base it on their focal,
points.
The only way I can speak is through faces that I make,
because I can't decide what to do or to say while trying to avoid making mistakes.
It's all I ever seem to do,
all of these horrors and errors ring true.
Lately I've been talking too much,
concentrating on such,
bullshit.
Too much on myself and not what I can do for others.
What goes around comes around,
and what is running eventually hits the ground,
and that's exactly where I see myself heading right now.
Relinquish positions,
making decisions,
put my friend in power and give in to inhibitions?
Yeah, I guess he was wrong;
I was weak and he was strong,
all my life's just been a sad song,
never ending,
always sending,
negative vibes,
incessantly blending.
But all people see these days are the bad things anyway.