love is ugly,Love is fake
Someone Already hurt me,My heart was in stake
Never to love again,The promise that I made
I had to show it to the world,Better done than said
Turned my heart into Ice,Could never let it melt
When I saw that girl for the first time,It was shivers that i felt
She was beautiful,More than words can explain
It was a beautiful feeling,But my heart was still in Pain
She didn't even notice me,But I didn't care
Because seeing her everyday healed me,But I never dared
Never dared to talk to her,Cause i was weak from inside
When my mind asked what happened?..My heart it just lied
She started talking to me,I was never so glad
Finally found a meaning to life,My heart was no longer sad
Talking to her everyday was the only thing I wanted
Didn't wanted to ruin it,Didn't wanted to waste the wish which was granted
Finally made my mind went to talk to her,She was standing there and smiling
She waved at me and smiled more,My heart stopped and I started dying
Saw how wonderful she looked,the way her hair falls on the side of her neck
Saw myself in the mirror again,And my heart said"Boy you don't have Any luck
I got scared what if she never talks to me again,What if i'll never see that smile again
my head it started questioning everything,My heart again started to pain
I stopped myself and made mind,Loved her without her knowledge
I started lying to her,Just to see her started going everyday to college
I knew i Could not continue this way,Started to change my ways
But this girl had some power,In one way or another she made me stay
I never felt so weak,My heart it was helpless
Even my brain couldn't come to its senses
she was so near,yet she was so far
But I had to stop myself,Locked my heart in a jar
She fell in love with someone else,I was sad in the start
Saw her smiling after many days,Wasn't that the only thing that I want?