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Growing up thinking that life is a beautiful fairytale
I grew up thinking that there is nothing I can fail
I grew up showing how strong I am in front of the people
Growing up to show in help, that I'll always be available
I never thought that I am weak growing up strong
Weak because I can't show how's life going all along
To show bravery, I always want to make people happy
Show how happy I am so they would not even worry
I never thought that being strong will take me down
Yet every time I am alone my face will get frown
Showing bravery yet no one even see what's my worth
I never knew being strong, I won't see the real world
I never cry in front of of people, in front of everyone
Crying at night, being happy in the morning and move on
Seeing how much lies was my childhood brought me here
Now the strong one is having lots of fear