What is 'Happiness'? Is it an emotion? A state of mind? A feeling?
Those are the questions that pop in my head whenever YOU suddenly come inside my thoughts at 2:00 am. And maybe you would ask, "Why?" And I'm sorry to tell you but I don't know why either.
There are a lot of things I don't undestand when we're on the subject of YOU. I just can't seem to wrap my head around it, YOU leave me speechless, and some people might find that romantic but I find it tragic. You want to know why?
Because YOU, you're my kryptonite, YOU literally bring me to my knees and make me suffer.
In my perspective... YOU, are torture.
YOU told me things and I was foolish enough to believe them. Maybe, some of then were true, maybe none of it was ever true, but YOU made me believe that I could let my guards down and entrust myself to you. And I-- I did.
I was stupid enough to let your words melt me, just because you're words were so...inviting, just because I was such a fool, YOU took that for granted.
Maybe, YOU had a reason... And that's why I'm still here trying, because whatever that reason may be, no matter how much it'll hurt me. I want to know. What it is and why you did it.
See, YOU may be my weakness, but unfortunately, you're also my happiness.