She loved him so much.
but she knew twas wrong.
coz he's committed.
for God knows how long.
well she knew respect.
to his girl and herself too.
She knew it was logical.
twas the right thing to do.
but it was all push and pull.
she grew so much attached.
her feelings were all teeming.
she knew control but she was scratched.
She tried her hardest.
each day, to let him go.
but him, hitting on her friend,
after her, was just so low.
He made her see crazy things.
he spilt her sweetness each day.
He said she's overthinking.
jealous for nothing, everyday.
He often broke her heart.
but she continued loving him.
but she was really shattered.
she was almost at the brim.
She trusted her friend so much.
Told her all the burdens she had.
but her, becoming oblivious.
turned her cold to burning mad.
All they see was her overdramatic.
unstable. harsh and mean.
but they never asked themselves
really.
insensitive, they've always been.
He chose her friend over his girl.
Now she proved he did do screw.
Who said she's overthinking?
her instincts were insanely true.
She was devalued perfectly.
as a friend. as a girl. as a woman.
They violated everything...
the code. and the thing that keeps
them human.
She had so much expectations.
for she knew how good they are.
they failed her all tremendously.
for friendship's sake, should be at par.
how come they were so selfish?
they hid things behind her back.
Betrayal and disloyalty...
hit her hard like a smack.
How can they both enjoy?
when they've hurt people a lot.
they seem to feel no guilt at all.
poor souls that never rot.
How can they be together?
and feel like twas pure bliss?
Will it bring them happiness?
when respect was all they miss?
She get the point that it's their choice.
but it hurt her deep to the core.
how come those nice people...
inflicted her pain so much more?
Apologies were overrated.
she just chose not to stay.
coz even if she did or whatever...
they never cared at all anyway.