He left me with a 'Note'

I was standing there outside of the cafe, it was raining very heavily. No one can deffirentiate between my tears and rain. Restlessly i was dialing his number again and again but the operator says the exact something ' the number you are trying to reach is currently switched off' it was a mixed feeling. I was angry and worried too. Its like the whole story of us start revising in front of my eyes. 

In Past

The day we met, oh that deadly day, 

Me( to myself): oh I am late for class, i am so dead today and this traffic, its killing me. 

( someone pressing the horn of bike again and again)

Me(to myself): who the hell is making noise for no reasons? 

I turn and it was he, I was like sir, scooty sir pe leke jayenge?

He: sorry mam! 

Me( this is the thing with all of us, if someone apologize we don't accept it in one go we have to add something to it):You better be. 

That was the first interaction we had. On the way that day I was like I am gonna tell everyone about this in coaching class. Then what I see same bike stop as I stop. It was he again, I was like why what why! So many questions but then I heard my name, Sir again late. Congratulations (sarcasm) 

Me: Sorry sir.

Sir: In class now. 

I saw him smiling at me. But I have to do as I told to. 

In Present

Today I am standing here and its raining no one to talk with, lots of traffic of strangers. No I can't wait for you anymore. I'll be fine on my own. 

Starts engine of Scotty along with memories. Riding and thinking...

He: Don't you wanna go home? Its late. 

Me: i hate rain. 

He: so? 

Me: its raining can't you see?

He: I can see that, but didn't get the point. What's the matter?

Me: I can't ride scooty when it rains. Rain make me blind. I wear glasses, now got it?

He: haha, sorry not laughing on you but on the way of your hate. 

Me: huh, it is the truth! 

He: I can help you. If you allow me!

Me: how? 

He: I'll park my bike here only, let me ride you home on your scooty then I'll come here and leave for my place. 

Me: naah! Don't take so much of efforts for me. I'll be fine on my own. 

He: Are you stubborn since always?

Me: Capricorn, can't help!

He: common, let me drop you.

Me: ummmm okay. 

After that day I wish to rain everyday. Whenever it rains you were there. 

Never ride while thinking and not watching road that may lead to accident. 

Next morning I decided that I will never going to call you again. I resist myself for two days. No college, no coaching, no contact, just the anger. On third day I went college and then coaching. I came to know that he is not coming. Now u was worried more than angry. Me again on my job of calling him and operator says the samething again and again. That day I don't remember what sir taught. I was in our world.

Me: I am hungry. Let's go and eat something.

He: what you want to have?

Me: Maggi. <3

He: i made best Maggi. Let's eat from Maggi point. 

Me: What you just said? You made best Maggi? I want that from your kitchen. You have to cook. 

He: I live in a flat with friends. You may feel weird there.

Me: Do you have alien friends?

He: hahahah. Chal.

Believe me he made very good Maggi. Best Maggi I had. My dream was broken again. Hey, class over. 

Me: hmm

His phone was still switched off. So I decided to visit his flat. I was so angry as this type of behavior you don't expect from anyone. I was like he's so dead. 

Me( rang the bell): hey, is he here?

His Flatmate: hey come in. 

Me: where is he?

His Flatmate: I don't know actually. He left something for you. Give me a second I'll bring that for you.

Me: left something for me? Where is he?

His flat mate lend me a piece of paper. I opened that 

Dear You,

Take care of yourself. Its a good bye!!! 

From: me

I take that piece of paper and left. There were thousands of thoughts revolving around. I was confused. Unable to think. I was feeling like I  dead. May that was heart break. I experienced that for the very first time. I felt so lefted. 

I cry for almost two months. Then I deleted his number, I blocked him from Facebook. I block all the necessary contacts. Now I don't want him to contact me its gone. Everything, everything we had. I burn that note. May be that was my hatred but that taught me.... 

So he left me with a note!