Launchorasince 2014
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Heart attack

In your sleep your heart stops beating 

Panting, screaming, tears rolling down your face

No one sees you

No one hears

And so you lie down, waiting for someone to come around

6 minutes gone, 

It's cold, you're freezing

You hear everything

from the blowing of the wind,

leaves falling, light footsteps from your neighbour's door

12 minutes, 

You're stiff

You hear nothing but the inner voices

Telling you "stay still",

and so you did

As still as a statue you are

You couldn't move,

even from the slightest twist of your finger

Pitch black on 20 minutes, 

You feel nothing but the pounding of your chest

Palms forcing its way to the base of your heart

"1, 2 , 3," someone's counting 

The other's weeping, bawling

You wanted to wake up

Open your eyes, speak and say you're okay

But you are not

Instead your eyes shut tighter

It feels like a huge gap in you brain

You couldn’t think, you are not thinking

Everything was a void 

30 minutes and the thing that was hitting your heart stops

You heard nothing but a scream

Your face wet with tears

But it wasn’t yours

The last thing you can do was listen

And all you heard was pain