Anything would be better
Everything would be lighter
All of this will get easier
In one split second I won't have to be any sadder
Just before I shut my eyes permanently
I'm gonna smile
for the person I loved
I'm gonna feel free from the chains around me
And after that, I'll be fine
I'll be happier
I won't have to stress about future
because I won't have to face it.
I won't be scared of the silence around me
because it won't be heavy anymore
I won't have to listen to the voices inside pushing me on edge
because I've reach and make it an end.
I won't have to be scared about my past
because it won't exist
and sooner so do I
sooner you won't have to deal with me anymore
soon, I won't be anybody's problem
soon, I won't be crying anymore
soon, I'll be drifting off to a permanently sleep
full of dreams and happy endings
if I stay or if I drift off to sleep that's for me to decide
and for you to influence me on what I'll pick.