trying to smile... but i realize that am acting that...
he we go again through this smile to fine self prison my self...
lie to my self to give a hope...
i heard voices in the night in my room like screaming...
but it wasn't human voice...
but its like crying... i looked to my bird to c the voice come through him...
i asked him why u cry? u have food and water and everything u like and i play with u every day...
he told me i cry for u... i asked him why?
he told me u believe in everything and every one... dont u know that u live between selfish ppl..?
my tears start to fall but i try to catch my self to show him how much am strong... the he told me dont worry ill sleep now and u can cry much as u like...
am sorry but that is truth , nobody feel anybody...