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hopeless fantasy !!


I envy your friends because they can see you whenever they want, and I don’t

I envy them because they can be around you, and I don’t

I envy them because they can listen to your stupid jokes and laugh at it, and I don’t

I envy your friends because they can hold your hand and touch you, and I don’t

I feel like I hating you right now ; I hate you because you remind me of the things that I want so bad and I can’t have

I hate you because you are too attractive to be mine

I hate you because each time I catch you looking at me, you look away

I hate me for liking you so much and I hate that I can’t hate you ; even if I tried

Let me tell you now that you are the kind of guys that stuck in the girl’s mind, you are the kind of guys that I will always want and I will never have , you are the kind of guys that can make a girl feel invisible even if she is not, you are so breathtaking to me that I can feel your presence through walls

I am not sad because you don’t notice me and I am not afraid of losing you, because one can’t lose something they never had . !