I looked at my self in the mirror ; “shit I look like my granny with this old jacked” , I should take it off and wear the new one that my mom begged me to wear in my first day in college , but since she’s not here am going to wear this old one because I do like it and it’s like my lucky charm . I’m doing my best not to over think about the first day or the new place am in . I choose to study and live in another state away from my family and my high school drama ; well , I love my new apartment , living by my own is not a big deal for me , I like loneliness it suits me , as long as my past is far away from me , but what I don’t like are first days of everything , I have to act polite and pretend to like people that I don’t and don’t let me start talking about making new friends ! well ; I have a snow ball’s chance in hell to think that someone would like me .
I glanced at the clock , I cursed under my breath “ shit ! I am late” , I run to my car and started the engine hoping for a peaceful first day.
Damn , this place is huge ! I can get lost in here easily with my stupid short term memory but it’s good I can be invisible here , no one will ever notice me I mean look at this place am barely no one here and I like it .
I grabbed my timetable from my back bag , I have British history this morning , I hate history I am more literature geek but I can endure this .
After a long half hour I ended up in the biggest amphitheatre I have ever seen , all the front seats are taken so I had to walk toward the last row i picked the nearest sit to the walk path so if I got bored I can easily runway
“ come on an other freshman ! do I need to put my name on the sit so they know that it’s reserved ! ?? , hey you am talking here are you deaf ?”
I turned around and it looks like i definitely took the wrong sit ; “ am sorry I didn’t know it was taken “ that was what I managed to say because the guy gave me a strange look I felt like I’m coming from an other planet . he had bleu eyes I mean so bleu I almost saw sea water in them , he was maculated , I ‘m talking channing tatum’s body here , his bleu shirt reflected perfectly his eye’s color and I suddenly liked this color more .
“come ‘on Lucas let’s go , she looks like a lost puppy anyway let this one pass “
His eyes are still on me and for a second I felt naked , I immediately packed my books and tried to get up , he put his hands on my shoulder and said with a totally different tone “ just this time dear , conceder it a first day present” and then he’s gone .