Oh I'm tired, this is a hopeless love,
I fell for the person I can't have.
Realization hits me until now,
But I kept staying for I made a vow.
Behind those smiles and "I'm happy for you"s,
Is my beating heart shattering with all my abuse,
But most of all, with all my unheard "I love you"s.
But I mean it. I. Mean. It.
I'm happy for you.
Being strong, being weak,
This made me very sick.
Oh, this is a hopeless love to begin with,
Where affection for both, destiny fordid.
I have to move on, but where do I start?
By forgetting you with all my heart?
Dear, you know I cant do that,
Even if it takes time and effort.
Leaving you is like a combat,
I can't master though I'm an expert.
I love you and it's killing me.
My love doesn't seem to have a boundary,
From the chambers and my artery,
A melodic melancholic misery.
This is a hopeless love.
The reason why I kept loving you is a mystery.