How it begins,

I don't feel anything, I've never felt anything, they were moments, days and years. I've been good to myself until the day I thought it's true, I've never cared about it, I was silly, understandable, uneasy with everyone.. I couldn't know that it was because of that thing I improved, It was something, incredibly and deeply unknown. I'm a human being, you are too. That's why I want you to feel every single moment, day, minute and second you live. Because knowing things are secretly hard, complicated and made you a complete mess. I endure my life as it is, I endure the way, the simple and perfect thought. That thing was SUCCESS, was STUDIES. They were two things but as it begins with the same letter and ends with the same letter, it's called one thing for me, it's called SSSS four S and that's how my life begins, with four simple letters, with a silence that means ssss, shut up and keep on, keep the hard work you've done, keep your smarty way, don't give up and stay turned. With studies, you may know why you are living, why you exist, it helps you doing things you want and things you don't want, it's a support, a formal pitch, an unknown way with obstacles, survivors are survivors that's the SS, it always begins with an S and ends with an S. Thid is life Start and Silence, never stop. Fail and lose, try it but make it, sleep but think, cry but endure, play but little. And life keeps on. That's how we should understand it. My life started years ago; when I've been born. I just knew thibgs I didnt't, I just understood things I've never understood, life never stops but years stop, because of Studies I've known many different things, many thoughts have been complicated, it's surely how  you can endure it yourself with your hands,your one mind and your intelligence. I envy myself to be myself, because being my self  also started with a S. Give your heads some thoughts. For usual, for the success.