I was never told that it's possible to just unlove someone quickly. I was never told that losing feelings for someone is just like a piece of cake -- for you.
Dear, I wanted to know what was the first thing that came up to your mind when you realized that you don't love me anymore. I wanted to know how did you do it without even exerting effort.
Was it easy?
Are you happy?
There are lots of questions keep on running and spinning and flowing consecutively inside my head but it just gave me a long confusing answer.
Maybe, for you, it's just better to leave than to hold on. It's better to give up than to fight. And all I can think about you is being selfish, didn't you notice everything that I fought? For us. For you. But I guess, whatever effort I exert, you will never notice it same goes to my love for you.
That's when I realized that no matter how you love someone dearly, no matter how you say your relationship is as strong as the bamboo tree, you will never know if someone truly loves you unless he fights for you.
That's when I learned that it's okay to forget someone who forget you. That it was part of moving on -- to learn how to let go.
Just like what you did, I want it to happen to me. I want to easily unlove you -- like you did, like a piece of cake.
And wish, I can.