Sometimes there are tears and sometimes there is guilt,
Sometimes there are shadow of memories and some times I am not ready to accept it,
THAT YOU ARE GONE!
I don't know why it hurts more than a HeartBreak!
We were apart like centuries ago,
I don't even remember the time we were together though,
When you stop replying, I try to chase you,
Try to stop you, try to comfort you, try to be with you,
There were times when you were sad, you cry and I cried with you,
There were times when I was sad, I cried and you think someone spill water on the pillow,
May be that's how I am, somewhere in making you happy I lost my happiness,
But then one day you told me that I am no one to have hold on you,
You are going through some problems so I should leave you,
I try to help though you want me to leave because I know how it feels to be alone,
I become your pillow, I become your support, try everything to make you feel that you are not alone,
Miracle happen and you start laughing again,
A ray of Hope and I start dreaming again,
Few days later you introduced me with someone,
That's you girlfriend and I am once again no one,
I feel alone and feel sad,
Cry that night while going to bed,
After few days I accept the truth,
And I stop caring as long as you happy with your new fruit,
That day I didn't feel like HeartBreak,
because some where I always knew I am friend whom you need when you want to have a break,
I accept the truth and never said a word to you,
I thought it will be fine to be a friend to you,
One day I was feeling all low,
You stop taking my calls and start treating me like a napkin whom you can just use and throw,
I decided to let you know how you make me feel,
That day I decided to kill my love and now hate for you i am going to feel,
I texted you that night mentioning everything,
As expected you didn't give a shit about anything,
That day I told you I am done with you,
That day I told you that now I am stop loving you,
Why that effects you now, you never loved me?
Why do you care now, when you were never bothered about me?
Why you feel now when I am walking away?
Even if I want but now I just can't stay!
This hurts more than a HeartBreak that I never had,
I decided to walk away and I am glad,
It hurts today but tomorrow it will be fine,
Once again the sun will rise and finally I will shine.
*I set you free....