Come here ..Look at me ..Look straight ..look straight in my eyes so that you will be able to see your reflection in them as if i was you mirror ..Let me be your mirror .. Let me be the one that you talk to every single day all the time and about everything and anything , let me be the one to stand in front of the window and stare to the passing cars outside so that you can sneak behind me , and hold me from the back , i want to be the one who smiles when you hold me from the back , and call you by your name without seeying your face or hearing your voice , let me be the one that will be able to recognize you without seeing you , can you do that for me too ? Can you tell when i'm around without seeing me ? can you remember my smell ?
i want you to ! i don't want to be just one of ''the many'' that you had before , i want to be something different , i want to make myself unique to you , so that you'll miss me when i'm gone , i want to be the winner in every comparaison you make , i want to be that one person that you shall never understand , i want to be ..loved ...i guess . Loved by you , Honor me by loving me , make me happy by missing me , make me the eternal love that will change your life , i'm thirsty for your love , i'm thirsty for your passion , i desire you as i desire life , i need you as i need air , i breath you , i drink you , every single word in my intellectual life is related to you , do i 'love you ? i don't know ...this ain't love what i'm feeling , this is something stronger than love , i kind of want to own you for myself , i rather make you my own prisoner than let you free to meet other women , you are mine , i protect what's mine , i am .. i am obssesed with you !
I'm your other half , i'm a piece of your identity , i'm warning you ! i'm warning you ! if you loose me you'll eventually loose yourself , so don't do it .. don't you dare to do it ! don't you even think about it ! i am good enough for you okay ? i am everything that you need okay ? with me you will be okay , o..kay ?
You belong with me , i'm not sure if i belong with you too ..But still , YOU will always belong to me , and i will make sure that you will love me in the way that i want , you will treat me just as i want , and you will stay with me even if it costs you your life! Being dead is better for you than being alive without me ..
i'm sick ..you are my disease .. you are my sweet disease , i will never wish to get recovered from you , as long as you are mine i will kill the world for you , but changing your mind and throwing me away as if i was one of them ..''the many'' will make me kill you instead , you'll be dead on my hands , i'll cut your veins , i'll drink your blood ..i'll lay down next to your head , shoot myself , then follow you to the dead’s world because you will never have the chance to get rid of me .
Darling , i am proudely obssesed with you ...(smiles) .