Its been almost 3 yrs since we broke up.. We have both moved onn with our life.. Apparently now everythings seems to be much better.. As people say time is the best healer of anything.. Yes it surely is time.. But their are a few feelings that even time cannot make us forget..
Its been yrs and i don't know how you are or what hv you been upto.. I find it easy to move on with my life without knowing things about you.. Its better not to know than to know and get hurt..
And then today suddenly my best friend send me a screenshot of your conversation with her.. You were asking abt me.. Worried that we are no more in contact.. And yet you didn't wanted her too mis understand things.. I have no idea what these misunderstandings where that you were worried about ... Well my best friend did exactly what she should do.. She ignored you in the most polite ways and sent me the screenshot..
And it just took that screenshot for me to make a walk through the memory lane.. Memories full of you.. It reminded me how much i loved you.. And then how badly it all ended.. And probably i should hate you for cheating me with my childhood friend .. Who is apparently happily married now with someone else.. But then i realized something.. Even after all these yrs and everything.. Seeing you asking abt me.. Has a different effect on me.. Its only your name which could still bring butterflies in my stomach and increase my heartbeat.. I don't think that i love you anymore.. Not after all these years.. The love is surely gone.. But yes it was there once and it was too deep and true.. That you can still affect my heartbeat by just letting me know that i crossed your thoughts somewhere and you bothered enough to know about me..
I did loved you once with all my heart..