To the nice guy who lost interest in me: I don't regret that I let myself to make friends with you.
I don't regret those days and nights of giving my somewhat crazy, senseful replies to your, I think "half-truth, half lie" messages.
I don't regret those minutes of reading our conversations for many times.
I don't regret those times of waiting for your expression of care to be a sent as a message.
I don't regret that I told you how hard it is not to completely get over of someone I admire for so long.
I don't regret that I felt happiness that you were starting to feel something for me, it is just that, who won't feel the same way?
I don't regret that I had admitted that I have an ugly teeth just to give you reason to stop right away and look for a girl whose smile is more attractive.
I don't regret that I chose to see you in person, having in mind that you'll stop your intentions once you get to see me.
I don't regret that moment when I had to climb the stairs of that tower across that bay of the city with you because you were aiming for the beauty on the top.
I don't regret that I was talkative in front of you, it's me when I'm comfortable.
I don't regret that I gave you chocolates, it's an expression of friendship.
I don't regret that I expected that someday you would stop what you're doing to win my heart.
I don't regret that I was straightforward about telling you that I can't give you yet the chance to love me, it is just that I feel like it is not the right time yet for me to enter in a relationship for some matters since we started to do small talks and when after I finally showed up to you that day of quite planned meeting.
I had realized that all of these are memories that I should not be regretful of. Yes, we don't talk anymore like we used to and sometimes, when I try to reminisce, I'm starting to miss them.
But I'm still thankful that you came into my life and we remain as friends.
It is through the loss of your interest that I learned to keep in mind the idea that,
"If someone's really into you, he'll pursue you no matter what, he's willing to make both of your feelings grow into true love."
However, at some point, I'm doing well because I learned that to be happy, I should try not to dwell for a long time on the idea of what's lost.