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I may be the happy and strong girl you see
How can't I be, I just want to see you happy
That's the person I really want me to be
A person who does not want to be lonely
How cool is it that some people want my life
Yet how uncool it is I just wanted to end my life
It is not always how they see the way I live
This life is the life no one asks if I want to be alive
Being in this body, having this life is always tiring
You just want to say yes and agree to everything
Does not being able to show your true feeling
It may look like that I am so happy yet I'm dying
This life is not the life people would wish for
It is just not me who's tired, even my own soul
In my own eyes, I won't spark, I am just a sore
This life is a game, where I always lead to foul