I Don't Want To Lose You

I don't know how to tell you, or if I even should
You know that when it comes to you, if I could then I would
I don't know how to tell you, how to ask if this is it
How to ask if this is the end, is hard for me I admit

You know how I've felt, from the beginning to now
You've seen my ups, my downs, and we've reached this point somehow
I let you in because I thought, you were different, you were new
I may have been right, but part of me regrets choosing you

With the way things have been, I don't like what we are
The feeling that I'm losing you just reopens a scar
I don't want to lose you, I don't want to say goodbye
Right now I'm drowning, and that's what I can't deny

Goodbye, that's the only word that I see
But that's the only thing that I don't want it to be
Everyone tells me that that's what it's not
And I want to believe them, God knows how hard I fought