I Don't Want to Say Goodbye

I feel as if I'm losing you on each passing day
As well as losing myself, with no more words to say
I don't want to say goodbye, but I've been hurting for too long
Yet so much of me holds on, knowing well that it's wrong

I have loved you dearly, you know this to be true
My favorite person is undeniably you
Yet with the way things are, I tend to wish you were not
So I wouldn't be hurting myself as bad as I thought

In recent times I've pondered if I should just let you go
Along with the feelings, the memories, and everything I know
To just be free of the situation, and the hurt that I feel
To finally allow myself, a chance to heal

Though the good times we've had will always be in my mind
I can't deny the feeling that I've been left behind
May your life be good in every aspect you dream
May your life be sound, whilst alone I scream