I looked so sick, so scared
and could'nt bear it all
The pain, the thirst,
and thats not all in all.
There was more , to come
and tear me apart,
and throw me on the street ,
with a useless heart.
A day, ago
when I was in my room.
The dark, the fright,
I was shivering frozen,
I wish, I could,
be the man I knew,
tell the world that I am free.
I hate myself, because
thats not real me,
in front of the world, that I pretend to be.
I am not the person,
whom you'ld ever like,
but I dont care, I wanna be free.