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I Just Get Used to It

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The feelings I have gave was just thrown away

There are people I pleased yet they chose not to stay

People always hurt me and always made me cry

I truster the people in my surroundings but they lie


Thinking of the past made me think what I did wrong

Am I not good enough all along?

I tried not to be sad, but I am not strong

When I love and care to people, I thought there's nothing wrong


I got hurt, now I just learned my lesson

I don't trust hundred person even a single person

What runs on my mind, hurting is their option

No one can really make me happy, I'd rather be alone


Now, I get used to being lied to

I don't easily believe people even when they said so

I'd rather hurt myself first before they do

No is strong enough to love me as much as I do


I get used to lot of things because of pain

I don't want to feel the pain over and over again

Time wasted, I can't bring back

My old self, surely won't comeback