After all the heartbreaks and heartaches, I found you
I found you on the worst time God above could ever give
I found you on the day I decided to leave
I found you just when I promised I wouldn't look for someone else
But I took the risk
I knew right then It would kill the insides of me
I knew right then I could not take the pain
I knew right then, this would not last forever
I knew.. But I found you.
You, with the biggest smile that glows like sunshine
You, with the warmest hug that made me feel at home
You with the sweetest kiss I will always go searching for
You who made me believe I can love again
You who made me break the walls I made for myself to guard me up
Now I'm unguarded, and I don't like to be unguarded
I feel fragile, I feel unsafe
I feel the oceans crashing and thunders roaring everytime I think of you
I feel my heart pounding and my hands shaking when I see you
I feel love
But I feel confusion and doubt and at most, I feel pain
and this is what I warned myself for:
Falling.. and then leaving
because this isnt the perfect pair;
because these two shouldn't be together
And I guess we shouldn't be too..
But I love you