This is a problem that i have that maybe some people just can understand, the problem here is that i go to Finland for a year to an exchange and i get in love with one of the girls of my host family, we were couple for almost 6 months but my exchange year was over the problem was that I don't wanna go, I try everything for staying with her, nothing that i do was working, so the last kiss that i give her was at the airport when i was going to the capital i really feel that i wanna jump out of the plane, nothing of what ever i try was working, sadly i came home about 3 months i just cant stop thinking about her i just want to be with her, kiss her, feel her and see her all day long for years, she tell me that maybe she is gonna came to visit me at christmas, and she came when i see her at the airport my body just cant stand it, i cant belive it she is here i can hug her agin, and kiss her, i just cant cry and i dont know why, that 3 weeks was the best 3 weeks of all my life the best christmas ever, but as everything have a star it also have a end, is sad but is what life goes, she was going the time pass so fast that i dont even notice that she was going, i just cant stand an other bye- i say- it just horrible, i tell her can u stay please i will be better in everything, i give u everything, she go... i still love her even if im here millions miles away of her i love her! i just hope she can know it is not easy having this kind of relationship but i will be strong so i know one day i will be with her for ever.
one day i say "i will never get marry" but is because i never met her i never met that person that make me that happy as she do, you know something... i will just be really happy till i have her on my arms and i can see her face every morning till that time i will be really happy, and many boys says that they will give them everything and most of them just say it but they dont do it, i will do it i will not say it i will just do it because she needs to have everything i can cross the world if she just need me!
DONT SAY "I LOVE YOU" LIKE A GAME, IT SHOULD BE BECAUSE YOUR REALLY FEEL IT!
PD: sorry for my bad grammar