"I know how you feel"
"Don't worry, you can do it"
"Remember that i'm always here for you"
"I won't give up on you"
Those are the things that you said to me.
Woaahh.. I'm so happy when i heard you saying those things.
I said to myself.. maybe i have a chance..
maybe he will catch me.. maybe i'm not the only one who's feeling this way..
I'm so happy..
I always talk to you..
You always make me feel that i'm special..
Then my most awaited day has come..
I will finally tell you how i feel..
So i texted you..
I texted you to meet me at the park..
You replied..
You asked me.. if you can bring someone with us.. because you can't leave that person in your house..
I said yes.. thinking that maybe.. just maybe.. it's your little brother, little cousin or someone who is related to you..
I was so excited to meet you.
You texted me that you're already there at the park..
So i quickly went there..
A big smile is plastered on my face when i saw your back facing me..
I was about to shout your name when i saw that a girl kissed you..
So instead of shouting your name.. i walked there.. where the two of you are kissing each other.. Enjoying the taste of each others' lips.. not knowing that i'm already there beside you... hurt..
I say your name.. and that's the only time the two of you stop kissing each other..
You smiled at me and said..
"Eyyy i missed you.."
"I---"
I was about to reply that i also missed you but cut me off
"Ohh by the way this is my fiance"
I didn't move an inch when she offered her hand for me to shake.
I tried to smile.
I tried to look happy and say congratulations then i hugged you.
You said something in my ear..
"I love you.... best friend"
And that phrase broke my heart.