it all have started from a hello :) ! on whatsapp and turned into a drama and love and sadness. i knew him from a few mounths , he was a cool kid and so funny and also smart, i liked him and one day i saw his photo on whatsapp and i said : that's a beautiful one and he replied : oh, thank you . and we finished our conversation and he started to like me and we felt in love but he changed quickly, it took him only one week to forget how much i loved him
And this was the beginning of the suffering, i just couldn't get over him i was thinking about him every single day, every hour, every second . It was more than just love, it was everything for me, i cried for hours but i could've get over him for about one mounths because i met a new men . his name was hamza he was a cool men and he was 1 year older than me, i was so happy with him, he did everything good and he always made me laugh and smile and never tried to make a mistake and i swear he never did. I can never find such a guy and while we were together my EX called me saying that he miss me and that he regrets and i was in an embarassing situation where i don't know which one i'm gonna choose ? the one who loves me and that makes me happy or the one that i loved and leave tears on my face ? well he said : can i have another chance cause i'll never find a girl like you ? i said no to him and i decided to be with the person that loves me and respect me and appreciate me .
after one week i looked back and i found that i'm just lying to my boyfriend and that i don't love him so i decided top break up and to talk to my EX so i did that i broke up with him even tought that he loves me and i talked to my ex but the suprise that he doesn't loves me anymore and he doesn't regret so i was alone and i didn' wanted to talk again to hamza neither to my ex because i knew tat this is my desting and i'll have to be alone but i just didn't stop loving my Ex whose name is simo.
i always called him from an unknown number just to hear his voice and i always did and one day i sent him a message from my number but he replied who are you ? i said no one and i turned off my phone but after a mounth i sent him i love you and he didn't replied and i always tried to show him how much i love him but he didn't care . i mean HOW CRUEL CAN THIS LIFE BE !!!!!
I didn't gave up on him and i called him after 8 mounths and he knew that it's me and he answered and we talked on the phone for few minutes than on facebook than i was about to make a dream came true which is to meet him because i never mate him face to face ! yes, i never touched him i never saw him in front of me but i loved him
luckely we went on a date and he said that he regret another time so i decided to let him know me more and see how amazing i could be but after two weeks he turned to be the same guy i knew but i didn't cry as i used to but i was happy because in the end of my story i made my dream came true and now i don't care if he loves me or he don't because i survived and i'm happy without him