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Everything seems to be so hard now
It isn't the things I used to know
I thought there's happiness but I felt sorrow
I am afraid that I might get hurt tomorrow
Now I must be brave that I have been
If I can't, I might make a sin
For better, I should control everything
Make a deep decision about a thing
Feelings, emotions, the hardest one to control
Worst pains, I don't wanna feel it all
To be safe, I need to stop feeling the feeling
I don't need to push myself to nothing
I need to care for myself more
Can't see myself feeling the pain lioe before
Now I need to just stay away from love
I just need to save myself to save my life