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How am I supposed to deal with some shit?
One day, that question throws and I was hit
Life, it first starts to treat me so well
Giving my full trust, I care and I fell
I thought I supposed to believe that it was life's fault
It was mine, it was me, it hit me hard when I get caught
Getting caught by my own mind's deep thought
I should have not believe others and what they taught
Life's past experiences became my own reason
Happenings, broken feelings, it became my motivation
People gossipping are not the real opinion
Having past involvement are somewhat an option
Now people can't really someone I just can trust
It is my turn, to turn tables and maybe adjust
Being no one is what I never want to happen again
I don't wanna be invisible and felt the pain
I no longer care if people wants to go
You choose, do what you just want to do
I can be happy without you too
Living my own life happily is a thing I can do
If you want to stay, you can just stay
Then if people wanted to go, just walk away
I won't ever please you as I learn in my own way
Be happy as a bird and just fly away
Chasing people is the worst thing to do
That's shit, they didn't realise they lose you
I was fine and better before I knew you
So go, I can make that happen again too