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i sleep better on your lap

 just three letters to say , i love you.                                                                  still i found it weird, why should i? why can't you?                                           you smiled when you left me with those strangers,                                             new place, new life, told me to concentrate on books                                       packed my bags, i know iam not a kid anymore                                                    but i sleep better on your lap                                                                                 with your hands over my head  

And knowing Iam safe with you                                                                              dad cooks better than you,  

When my friends appreciate their mom , I appreciate dad                                                                                   you are sometimes intolerable                                                                                make me so angry and fights with me every time                                                the main fight is over mobile                                                                                  you scolds me almost everything                                                                       i know sometimes iam a bad person to you                                                         because i know you will be always with me, no matter what i do                      i find peace on your lap, at my worst day                                                            i don't know if anyone could love me your way, 

Don't drink cold, don't eat junk food , don't take sweets from strangers , don't cross road without looking etc

 amma, iam not a kid anymore , stop worrying so much

I know how to take care of myself and our family.

Don't waste your time, study,study , study

Amma, I know what iam doing , let me sleep , let me watch TV, let me take rest

Now I do like my hostel , I have made friends and I do have fun

But still I sleep better on your lap

With your hands over my head 

I don't post happy mothers day to you

Never told you, you are one of the best thing that happened to me

I don't post happy wedding anniversary on my status

But dad and you are the best couples I know 

Love you amma, and sorry for hurting you sometimes

I know sometimes iam a bitch ,

But just can't tell you this directly . i love you

 and I have missed you every day in my hostellife

Love

Your little girl